Some women love a big thick penis.For me, Yes it does feel good. The best is if the man has a smooth tasty big thick one that can get hard as a rock. That’s the most important but underestimated value I’m noticing. We always talk about a man size; however I haven’t heard a woman talk about how hard the man was. I love big dicks, but I an average size one that gets super hard is just as good. I’ve been with men who have a good 6 to 7 inches if that, but they get really firm causing me to have an outstanding orgasm.

I do know women who hate to have sex with a man that is more than 7 inches. Not me! Shit I like them big ones. I promise I’ll sit on it and make it disapear! You can do alot more when a man  is packing a few extra inches. He can L.D. you better from crazy postions. I like to be picked up with my legs around his waist. Or, I like to lay on my stomach with my legs closed. Both positions require length. At the same time, if a woman keeps in shape and has tight kegal muscles, a regular size  can put in major work!

If a man has good rhythm and technique then he ‘ll be a good lover no matter what size he is. It’s all about the chemistry you have with him and the knowledge he has about mind blowing sex. There are some big dick men who don’t get hard enough and don’t know what to do with all that meat. I’ve been there. What a waste! If a woman has found herself a champion who knows how to tap those walls leading straight to the Gspot, She will love that dick regardless.

I know everyone is wondering what happened this weekend. Finally a breath of fresh air, it was phenomenal. My long distance love and I met up at the W hotel Miami which was the perfect scene for the affair. We started with a late night dinner at Mr. Chow where we shared fantasies that we’d promised over the phone to only share when we saw each other.

What he told me  got me so hot and bothered, I couldn’t wait to continue the seduction at the Wall. The hot crowded club and the vodka caused our bodies to touch and rub all night. I decided I wasn’t going to wait until the man makes the first move like I usually do. I grabbed his hand and placed it between my legs as we bumped and grind on the dance floor. Then, I went in for the kiss. Damn, I like the aggressive me, something new.  I could feel that kiss in my knees which tells me of what was to come. We spent the last 5 songs in the most passionate lip lock.

Wet and hard, we continued into the elevator. Furthering my take control attitude, I unzipped his pants to see what he was working with. Yahtzee!  It definitely was time to get to the bed. As the elevator doors opened he picked my solid ass up and threw me over his shoulders. Once we were in the room, he turned on the music and  lowered the lights. He remembered our phones conversations about my need for romance; he lit the candles and had wine waiting. Good boy!

Feeling good and sexy, I pushed him down on to the bed and demanded “Watch me!” In my highest come fuck me heels, I turned up the music and put on the sexiest private performance . Stripping down out of my dress, I gave him a special lap dance. I can shake this ass!  Then, I made him stand up so that I could slowly remove all of his clothes; starting with his shirt, then sliding down on my knees to his removes his pants. I made sure to enjoy every inch of that gorgeous body, caressing his thighs against my face and using my tongue up and down his chest. Nice I must say!

The  sex that night was outstanding! We ended up on the balcony overlooking Miami Beach. But he remembered everything I shared with him during our long phone conversations, because the morning was even better. My favorite is to be surprised with love making in the morning.  I was comatose after the 2 a.m. session. However, I was awakened to him sliding deep inside me at the break of dawn. He was hitting all of my spots, I climaxed to his rhythm.  I wish I could wake up every morning like this. Starts the day off right.  Just when I thought it was over, he picked me up and carried me to the shower where it continued. Perfect!  The hot water and suds while he made love to me from behind was relaxing. Just what I needed. I like a man that talks dirty in my ear and moans when he cums.

As we stepped out the shower, breakfast arrived,Mimosas and strawberries. Damn dude listens. My girl and her good referrals. Again, I wasn’t going to wait for the man like I usually do. I dropped that towel covering me and laid back on the breakfast table in front of him, opened my legs and commanded him to “eat this!” The best oral sex of my life, shit!

I feel rejuvenated and calm this week. He texted me once he returned to Chicago, “I can still taste that good pussy” Again remembering how much I love dirty text messages!  Maybe this will be my last blog writing about him. Things are starting off amazing and I want it to stay that way. This is going to be a beautiful friendship. I can’t wait until our next visit.

I was His to Have via 2005

So deceived by the attraction of night
The dim lights and heavy sounds
The rhythm & blues
The constant laughter
Contagious and deluded
All unrealistic and deceptive
We play amongst the darkness
and struggle to resist its magnetism
We are awestruck with glimmering eyes by the extravagance
Dancing to its song
that’s when I laid eyes on him
It was like an eclipse
The sun darkened and worlds collided
I was swept away into this infinitely obscure universe.
Soon the space moved in slow motion
No longer crowded
It became a two person dance with
A slow and steady heart beat
And an exhale

My intentions were exact
The intent was to entice him
Objectives of a brief encounter outlined
The agenda
I wanted to give him a moment of paradise
To seize him into a sexual rapture
For a time
He would have been mine
I wanted him to taste the sweetness of my nectar
The taste penetrating his lips
The excess captured by his tongue
Savoring every drop
How he would have enjoyed
The ride
He would have sailed the seas
Of my divine waters
Deep and soft like the waves were customized and tailored for a perfect fit

The hours filled with orgasmic climaxes that would have reached a Tantric leveL and prolonged for nights
Days filled with irrepressible urges to return to my side for another encounter of firm strokes and midnight sweats
Changing scenes and concepts
Improvising and Inventing
His fingertips thrusting
My legs wrapped tightly

I had such high expectations for him
I wanted to introduce him
Open him up
Make him discover his true self
I wanted to sit up him like a queen on her throne, at the pinnacle of erection
My abdomen like the sky and he like a sharp bolt of lightning with replicating aftershocks
I wanted him to cry for me
Not from misery
But from lust
I wanted to sample his tears as my hollow swallowed the most important part of him
I wanted him to know what it means to hunger
To crave
To truly experience passion
During an age of his life

But, the night with its trickery
Its deceit
Disguising itself as an ally
Masquerading in seductive attire
with its sweet words and enchanting appeal
entranced me
Dressing this lover up in confidence
Manipulating his image
From afar
He was radiant
Gifted
His strength was like armor
He wore with assurance
He was painted sexy
and I was his to have

As the sun shined,
The music ended
The darkness crept into hiding
It all disappeared
I was left with a dream
A surreal belief
He had no depth
No real understanding
He was filled with burdens
He paraded around foolishly
Disoriented and confused
A side show to the masses
His genuine view
Repulsive
Menacing
Cruel
Resentful
dull
So deceived by the attraction of night
The dim lights and heavy sounds
The rhythm & blues
The constant laughter
Contagious and deluded
All unrealistic and deceptive

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So I’ve ended all ties with any lovers I’ve had or vice versa.  Out with the old in with the new! It’s time to  make a change in my selections. As I’m walking in the mall and these gorgeous potentials strut past, before I smile back I asked myself the most important question; Are they full of drama and bullshit? Or, do they understand the rules?  Will it be hot and steamy interactions when we hook up or will it be constant annoyance? I have a reputation for dealing with bitch men or just crazy fuckers who have some kind of weird issue! There I’ve admitted it. Because I’m more logical than emotional, the most hormonal emotional ego driven men are attracted to me.  The relationship consists of more arguing than fucking. Yikes!  As soon  as I give them a little taste of the coochie, a comical crazy episode happens

Because of all these thoughts and experiences I’ve had in the last 2 years, I decided to let each candidate pass. Things have been so peaceful and quiet lately just having sex with my jack rabbit; I don’t want it to end. The other night, the orgasm was so amazing, that I almost got down on one knee and proposed. As long as I keep the AA batteries charged I might consider Jack to be the perfect husband.

But I’m not going to lie, even though I have my J. R., I’m still horny as hell! Nothing beats a real dick. I confess the truth.Lusting after these sexy ass men I keep coming in contact with is driving me a little loony! I’m hanging in there by a thread and trying so hard not become bitcher than I already am! Between the flash backs and flash forwards I can’t concentrate on anything else but getting bent over and rammed from behind.

Honestly, I’ve been talking to a couple guys long distance. It’s been  fun so far.  In fact, I ‘ll have a guest this weekend flying in. The conversations get freakier every night. I want things to go smooth between us. No egos or games that he can’t handle. I don’t mind games; they are fun as long as the contenders are good sports. I like to talk sweet and nice to a man. Whatever it takes to keep the romance; however, lately, men take me literally. As if women can’t talk game just like them. Jeez! Long distance relationships might be the best option. I like to travel and I like mystery. When a person doesn’t have access to you everyday, it seems he or she is more appreciative when you get to spend time together. Like my New York love triangle. Ooh that’s a good time every time! Xoxox to my favorite two lovers!

At the same time, it’s nice to have someone to call that lives close to keep you warm on those cold and lonely nights or someone to take you out just for fun. I don’t believe in looking for relationships, I leave that to destiny. I’m just looking for Mr. Right Now and if he is  good for me, the now part will fade away naturally.

There a lot of sexy men surrounding me, but I don’t understand them. They all sit around and claim they like the cool chick but they get mad when she is not clingy or needy. O well, I’m going out with Jonathan lets see what happens.Like usual a fine ass man will approach me. His dick will call “Emmanuelle you know you want me!” and my coochie will say “Yes! Do it girl!” And of course, I will want to pounce him like the lioness I am.  But knowing me, I will enjoy them from a distance and let them pass me by!

IN PASSING( An Ode to his sex)

Every time I see you
I’m secretly
Blowing kisses at your dick
I can tell that its pleased by each passing of me
It stands at attention and salutes
ready to attack.
You try standing in different positions to hide him from me.
But  he defeats you every time.
You breathe in
you breathe out to calm him
But I drive him wild.
So your techniques are useless.
You’ve tried a many of times to stop us
But our passion towards each other is outrageous
I just glance at him and smile
Blinded by your clothes he still sees me.
When my tongue sneaks out to moisten my lips
He rises like a cobra bowing back
preparing to sharply penetrate me deeply with his venom.
If I brush up against him
He forcefully attempts to bust of your jeans
to find his way under my dress
I’m waiting wishing
and pantyless so he can have easy access.
He is romanced by the scent of me.
He will never stop until he has me.
So I beg
for your sake
Let’s us be together.
Stop standing between us

He needs me and I want him.
I am the true object of his affection.
Night after night he dreams of me lashing out, awakening wet
calling my name.
His happiness lies in my hands.
I would hate for him to turn dysfunctional, resistant,
and never be there when u need him.
He belongs to me
To think of him aroused by any other acquaintance I grow enraged with an intense jealousy
He is mine.
No body can give him what I can.
So for now on I will aggressively try to see him.
I will reach out and grab him
Never letting go.
I will no longer allow him to just pass me by

To some women, the worst thing that could happen during sex is when a man is so turned on that he only gets in 3 to 4 strokes before he cums. In 30 seconds flat, he has climaxed and this leaves the woman unsatisfied. This has happened to me a couple of times. Honestly, it doesn’t make me think less of the man. The fact that he responds to me being wet and tight, makes me want him more. He just needs to learn how to control his orgasm. If I like him, I can teach him how to control his self.

When a man is heavily endowed sometimes he can’t help it. He continuously hits the soft wet walls of the vagina, and that’s the purpose of intercourse. But I like long and passionate sex sessions. I like different positions and slow hard strokes. It’s difficult when a man looks at a woman’s breast and ass tossing and turning in his arms; her sex faces and moans drive him sexually insane. There are some positions that will stimulate a man more than others. Before you know it, he explodes. He can practice ways to prolong his sex. First, I recommend for him to masturbate a lot. This helps his body get use to having a regular climax. Constant sex increases stamina. Or, a really fun way to help is to start off having oral sex in a 69 position. I prefer this as the first cum. Then the woman can continue to suck him until he is hard again. This doesn’t make him look like Mr. Quickie. It’s a smooth way of covering up the short imperfection. Even if he cums quick during intercourse, you can always get him hard again. I never had a problem in this department.

There a sex toys you can buy to help with the issue like a penis ring. It helps to control the blood flowing to the penis. Or, condoms with a numbing lubricate work as well. If a man is sexy with the right attributes there is no reason to dislike him for his short comings; especially when he has tasty equipment.  You just have to find ways to work around it. But honestly ladies, what’s more gratifying than a man looking at your beautiful body and not being able to control his emotions? I like it! Makes me feel sexy when I lay back and open my legs and he gets hard as a rock.  Or, when he feels my body sucking him, he busts in no time. Longevity can be attained with the right techniques. Look at it as a positive ladies.  That means you are a beautiful sexy gorgeous bitch who can excite a man in seconds!  When a man doesn’t get hard on or can’t cum, then that’s when you worry.  Who wants a dick that needs jumper cables to arouse? The worst dick is limp dick!