I’ve always adored you

Watched you from afar

Admired you

The most beautiful thing

When I finally had you

It was like dreaming of a parallel universe

Where you were the stars and

my body was the earth

a superlative glow

How you shined

In that moment

that you were mine.

There were no whispers

Or shady judgments

No one to tell

No one to know

Making love

Boldly thunderous the sounds

but the act discreet

as we twist and turn

in the midday summer’s heat

I enjoyed you

The way you could journey so deep

with my knees on your shoulders

as your back carried my feet

Then changing positions

I would lay you down

and just stare, entranced by your physique

Soon to straddle your waist

My hair whipping in the wind

My nipples gliding across your face

The sweetness of the ocean breeze

The dusty gray sky overhead

The waves rolling and crashing

The warm sands our bed

The smell of peach scented candles

The intoxication of honey laced champagne

which prolongs the sex as it begins to rain

But that doesn’t discourage us

Not at all do we mind

The momentum builds

as you take me from behind

I suck you finger tips

as you kiss my neck

then my cheek as I close my eyes

and exhale

The smoothness of your touch

the softness of your skin

gets me soaking wet

I try to hold it in

but I have to release my climax

As we part

our sessions will be something I will never forget

I know in my heart

that we can’t always be together

So I’ll think of you and these memories

that will change us forever

waiting for the chance again

To escape my reality

There at the shore

by the rolling sea

my inhibitions washed away by the storm

My soul set free

It was like dreaming of a parallel universe

where you were the stars and

my body was the earth

A superlative glow

how you shined

In that moment

that you were mine.

It’s been a long time since I was a virgin. But I’m having fantasies of experiencing virginity all over again.  I want it to be the way it should’ve been the first time. Since I’ve reached superior orgasms and understand the method of love making, I thought it would be interesting to act out the first time. I haven’t really had sex since my birthday sex adventure. I’m very serious about living this fantasy. I want to harvest all of my sexually energy and continue to exercise my kegal muscles; so they can be as tight as possible. I don’t use Jack or touch myself like usual. I want the next man that I’m with to make me continuously have multiple orgasms like I never had them before. Remember the first time someone performed oral sex on you? Remember how good it felt? The first time I had my pussy licked it felt like I sat on a rocket and blasted off into outer space. Yeah I want to cry and scream like that night after dance team practice in the stairwell of my high school. As soon as he enters me I want my pussy to pull and suck him. I want him to feel every curve of my walls. And every inch of his stroke will make me shiver and shake all over. Every time he pushes in I want to squeeze the back of his arms and cry for mercy…..hmm yeah. I think this is my favorite on my bucket list!

Why is it lately I’ve been thinking it’s hot when a man smokes Marijuana and has tattoos? I don’t care for weed myself, drinking is enough. However, I keep having this fantasy about  hanging out with an  inked up  weed smoking cutie ;  I fantasize about him chillin on the sofa smoking a joint. While he’s getting lifted, I put on this hot strip show and then give him some amazing head. How hot would it  be to put  all of him down my throat as he is exhaling weed smoke? Damn! Then, I straddle him while the weed fumes fill the room; I’m getting high as hell from the second hand smoke ,bouncing up and down and moaning, . ..hmmmm yeah…That shits sexy.

He begs me to release him

My throat just can’t get enough of him

It opens to consume every inch

I let go as he wishes.

Still down on my knees,

he leans towards me using his hands to prolong his erection

He passionately kisses me

Then making me stand up and turn around

to face the long gold mirror that covers the dining room wall

Look at yourself he says; how beautiful and sexy you are.

I feel the softness of his lips on my hips; then my ass as he grabs my

waist guiding me to straddle him

He takes his hardness and rubs it against my clit to feel my moisture

Forcefully he makes me sit down and take it all deep inside

I gasp for breath and close my eyes

I can’t help but to scream

He hands around my throat; he kisses my shoulder as I grind back

and forth.

He tells me to open my eyes and watch.

I stare into the mirror; my legs wide open, I see him slide in and out

of me as I continue to ride.

His hardness is unbearably soothing.  “Take that dick he whispers.

Yeah be a good girl keep watching that dick going deep inside of

you.” The beauty of the reflection intensifies the orgasmic shock

racing through my body causing my eyes to swell with tears; soon

escaping down my face then captured by his tongue. My tears make

him stronger. “You’re crying because you know that pussy is mine he whispers.

This is what I wanted he says …

To make love to you …

For you to feel all of me…

This is my pussy he claims as he  begins to climax deep inside of me”.

His hands wrap around my long tresses; pulling tightly.

Together we reach the highest peak.

Still inside of me, we slip out of the chair down onto floor of the dining room

Our bodies bound together, we fall asleep as one….

It was around three a.m.

He quietly unlocked the door

Finding his way to my bedroom in the darkness

he came to me.

The feeling of his lips on my neck awakens me from a deep sleep

His fingers slide under the covers then slip into my panties, entering me

slowly. Bracing myself, I tightly squeeze his wrist and bit my bottom lip as I

open my eyes.

He removes his fingers then takes me by the hand

He leads me out of the bedroom,  down the dark hallway to the dining room

He lights a candle, pulls out a chair, and takes a seat

There I stand awaiting his next move

He pulls me close and tells me to undress for him slowly

Each breath I take is more intense than the last

Finally I reach the bottom of the negligee

Take your time he commands

Exposing my breast as the sleeves fall off my shoulders

Holding the material around my waist I continue to stare into his eyes

Yes he says keep going, let it go

I exhale and release the gown down onto the floor

Good girl he says

Now turn around, bend over, and remove your panties he commands

I arch my back

My fingertips caress the back of my thighs

My ass tilted in the air, I began to slide my panties off the curves of my cheeks

My feet move further apart as the material moves down my thighs

falling to my ankles

Don’t move he says

stay just like that

He moves in closer until his face buries between my legs

He licks my lips with the tip of his tongue

My hands wrapped around my ankles

My body shakes

His tongue reaches my clit

I close my eyes and concentrate to stay in  position

Barely able to continue standing my knees tremble

He stops and leans back into his chair

He turns me around

He is naked and hard

He pushes me down onto my knees

Open your mouth he commands

Good girl

He rubs his hardness all over my lips

then pushes the tip to the back of my throat

I suck him aggressively

No no not like that he insists

Slowly, romantically he continues

make love to my dick using your tongue and lips

I follow his request

He closes his eyes and tilts his head back

He swells, thick and long

My mouth wet and warm

he extends ready to release

but he begs me to stop

I don’t want it this way he moans ……….not yet….

(To be continued)

It was a beautiful day for me. My favorite gray sky and dark clouds on Miami Beach; Cumulonimbus days make me lustful. Signs of rain influence thoughts of love making. Like me in my Jersey and panties waiting for that certain friend to keep me company during the storm. Session after session of heat and moisture as it pours down outside; sentimental mood by  John Coltrane playing as he sits on the couch; I stand in front of him and candles burn all around during halftime. I like to undress slowly in the light; I want him to see all of me. I have no shame of my beautiful body. Riesling tastes better sliding down between my breast. Then, I remove his clothes and he is hard as a rock; I’m wet from the strip show.  I turn around and sit on him; making sure to take every inch of that hard beautiful dick as he watches the game. Legs wide open as I ride; his beloved team execute plays moving closer and closer until 1st down. I’m his favorite player. A girl with a tight end who can take a hard tackle and  make amazing chicken wings

A rainy Sunday afternoon, football, liquor, and sex! That’s E time! Sooner or later, I’ll find the perfect buddy. I’m pacing myself for  a sexier selection.  The future promises better days. I’m missing the feel of a man on my lips exploding as his favorite quarterback runs into the end zone. Touchdown! But, I rather wait and scan through the applicants wisely. It’s a shame that I have to go through all this for a fuck buddy.  It is what is.  Still the rain is enchanting though.

Embrace Me

Lets forget all outside these doors
and let this rainstorm be our focal point
My mood is submersion
and you find it there from thigh to thigh
Deep within ivory sheets and satin pillows
Bound in our embrace
Let my heart follow the speed of your body
Then softly calmly relax and sway
Until I feel every breath
Like its was my last

Wednesday night is ladies night part 1. I went to my favorite spot in Miami to have a drink and flirt international style. I happen to sit next to a group of women discussing their men problems. After two shots of Patron, I had to interrupt the conversation. Poor ladies, they’ve been searching for the perfect loves in this wild city. Me being me, I had to ask them about their sex lives.  I can’t believe in this sexually driven city women are having my same issues. They can’t find a man to satisfy their sex hunger without bullshit! Damn I underestimated the mental depth of Miami’s women.  If only we could find men who could lay the pipe right and have a “decent career!” Sounds simple but honey it’s more complicated than most would think.

I told them the funny story of an older Italian guy I use to date on South Beach. This guy was a fun time! We would waltz into every exclusive night club with no waiting and party all night. He was a gentleman and very sweet! However, with all his good qualities he couldn’t last in bed 5 seconds. And the crazy part is, he hadn’t even entered me yet. I would open my legs and he would rub up against my outer lips; and boom! It was over! Now I don’t mind a “Mr. Quickie” as long as that was just the beginning of the evening; but this old man, would role over and go to sleep! He was through after 5 seconds. Now most girls wouldn’t complain because of the luxuries they would enjoy with this type of man. But, I didn’t drive down from Boca Raton after a long work week for nothing! Shit I can take myself out to dinner and walk into any hot spot! I wanted an unforgettable rendezvous! This was ri-goddaman-diculous!

After cracking up laughing, they could relate with stories of their own. That’s fucked up and pathetic! One girl spilled how this fine beautiful man she dated could eat pussy really well but because of his coke addiction, could not get erect! Wtf? If it wasn’t for her vibrator she would never get off. “Oh girly you have a Jack Rabbit too?” I responded. “Who doesn’t?” They all answered.

By the end of the night, we all agreed that it’s a shame to live in this beautiful beach kingdom but can not find “King Ding A Ling”

Waiting on a King

I want a freak

A nasty boy

A general in the army

declaring war on this pussy

He is determined

to own and white flag

that fat cat between my legs

He’ll tame this kitty

making it purr

and walk on a tight leash

A boxer

a ring champion

ready to go

round for round

who can beat and eat  that shit

T.K.O.

Destroy that clit

sucking and biting it

Making me promise to behave

and give up all my horrible man dogging ways

A long glider

a super soaker

a  thick 12 inch slider

I wanna beg and scratch

for forgiveness

while he demands the answer to who’s

pussy is this

A Fearless

warrior

chosen

to go in traitorous deserted lands

turning it into a flourishing wet lands

I want a man to fuck me so good

he drives me crazy

so delirious and

insane

that I want to have his baby

Cursing and screaming

only effects me

if my ass is in the air

and his pipe is drilling

deep.

So come on boy

my body is like honey

the taste is sweet

Make me fiend and want cha

If I let you get it

you better fuck me into a coma

I’m so tired of living and fantasizing an

unattainable dream

Trapped in this lonely  beach front tower

surrounded by cowards

loosing hope it seems

I’m just waiting to be captured and rescued

by a king

Lying in bed the other night, I was thinking about all the sex I’m not having. Yeah I get it every once in a while from my long distance loves but is it enough? Staring out the window at the midnight sky , I wondered are all the other girls in the city having hot passionate sex? Or, were they like me, not interested in so so climaxes; but savoring themselves for the best of the best? The older I get, I prefer men who know what a clitoris is and how to find one; especially mine.

I could go on for hours pondering about coulda woulda should I fucks. But, I decided to focus on my fantasies. Or better yet, positions that I haven’t explored in years. I called up Mr. Chicago to discuss the oldies but goodies. His first question was “When was the last time you had a little back door action?”  I had to think about it for at least 10 minutes; honestly, I actually don’t remember the last time I had anal sex. I mean it’s not my favorite meal on the menu, but still apart of the selection.  He asked me if we could give it a try the next time he’s in town. I don’t think so.  You know that relationship category? Well,  anal fun definitely falls into it. I ‘m down for casual freakiness; however, I just want to leave a part of me for a special somebody. And my ass is that part.

Mr. Chicago requested to hear a phone fantasy where my ass was the star. So I told him about the myth regarding how anal sex can make a woman’s ass swell. I insisted that’s why mine is so plump and round. We continued for a good hour talking about what he would do to my booty if I would be so gracious to give him chance. The behind the scenes conversation got me off but I still said hell no! Request denied! He could only use his fingers. That’s it!

I’m non judgmental, but there is something weird about the ass. And honestly, it only feels good if a man is an expert. But if he’s really good , it makes you wonder scary shit like who else has he fucked up the shooter? Or, the most important question is, was it a male or a female that he gained his expertise from? Yeah, it’s exciting  fun but questionable.

Men love it; especially with a round ass like mine. I’ve turned down men who’ve gotten me naked and went straight for back door access like they have an obsessive ass fetish. My kegal muscles are still very tight, I exercise them everyday; so the man I’m with will just have to be happy with the cooch! From what I remember anal love can be pleasurable. I don’t consider myself “old fashion”; I’ll be up for it at the right time. It’s just not something I’m interested in doing with just a casual fuck.

My 31^st birthday has to be the best birthday that I’ve had since I’ve been in Florida. The last 3 years I was involved with a real loser! I mean a disgusting shit head! But like a close girlfriend convinced me, no need of dwelling on the past; especially his tired wore down low life ass!

Anyways, the best part of the day was the birthday sex. I was unaware that one of the lovers from my New York sex triangle was going to show up to my door to surprise me for my big day. It was wonderful to see him and not to mention I was horny as hell! But I didn’t want to have ok sex because it was my birthday; I wanted to have a serious record setting fuck fest! And Mr. Manhattan is always up for the challenge.

We decided to have the first sex of the day be in a scandalous place. The bedroom was an absolute, but kind of boring based on the occasion. I’m a girl who likes to live dangerously so we headed towards the Aventura mall to see what trouble we could get in to! Manhattan loves to give me something wild to write about and October 7^th was going to be legendary.

No need to enter the mall, who wants to shop? Straight to the parking garage we went in the midday heat. I had nothing but a short dress on, no bra and no panties; evidently they would be in the way of business. We drove up to the top of the parking garage past all the annoying shoppers and twice past actual cop cars; defying authority is a real turn on!

We parked on the 5^th floor, and went for the stairs the only secluded place.  Manhattan quickly checked the perimeter, then pushed me up against the wall and lifted my dress. He used his tongue to get me nice and wet. I had to return the favor and I think I could taste Ms. Galino. Delicious!

It was time to get to what I was missing, the dick! He bent me over the stair rails and invaded me from behind. Do you know how hard it is for me to hold in my moans? Shit it was like I was having a heart attack. What’s funny, I could see people passing on the floors under me. They had no idea of the dick down that was going on above them. He was fucking the hell out me! The filthiness he was saying in my ear caused me to climax. I love this dude! The adventures we have! Happy Birthday to me! To be continued…..