I like It Rough

I’m involved with a jealous, aggressive man. This is a new experience for me. My girl, advised me, if I wanted to have the best sex of my life then I should aggravate his angry side. It seems to be the theme of the blogs this week. So I conference called some of my other girlfriends to hear their opinions on provoking a man’s jealousy. These three are all in serious relationships, and they all agreed their men fuck better when they think another man is invading their territory. They encouraged me to try it and see what happens. Women!  I usually don’t play these types of games. I don’t like anger and hostility. But, I was kind of curious.

His sex is fantastic when he is in a good mood, so I could only imagine his feisty side.  I was guaranteed his angry sex is like walking on the moon. So I called the expert to devise the perfect plan to extract the beast within. We talked for two hours about the scenario. I was confident that I could carry out the plan exactly. She can piss a man of like no other. I’ve seen it, so I knew it would work.

I  invited him to go dancing with me and a couple of friends. What he didn’t know is my ex boyfriend who I still fuck from time to time D.J.s at the club we were going to. My ex  likes to approach me when I’m with a date so it was a perfect plot.  I never wear panties when I go out. I don’t see the point when they’re coming off anyways. But I was instructed that I had to wear a cheap pair of black underwear accompanied by a bra. Seems like a lot for me, but it was  for him to have more to tear off during his rage. Once the security alerted me that he was on his way up, I took a deep breath and eased into character. My Iphone buzzing like crazy with text messages “You can do this girl, Game on!”

As soon as we entered into the club, I pushed through the crowd reaching the D.J. both. My ex cued right on time. He came down to greet me with an inappropriate hug which I continued with a kiss on the cheek. Being that my lover is Italian, it doesn’t take much for him to get heated. But, he was trying to play it cool.  So I decided to raise the stakes, I bought him a bottle of  patron  and then  I started to ignore him while talking and dancing with my ex and his friends. Yeah, that’s was the straw that broke the camel’s back. He started shoving through the crowd quickly. Next thing I knew, he grabbed my arm and forced me out of the club yelling “It’s time to go! What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I acted surprised like I didn’t have a clue of what was going on.

We argued the entire time in the cab. Drunk and dazed, he chased me through the lobby and into the elevator. The plan was in effect. The elevator ride couldn’t get any better. He ripped my panties as expected. I wondered if the security camera was recording while he was licking my pussy. Of course I had to play like I didn’t want it. I put up a fight, I screamed no as much as possible until we reached my floor. I told him he couldn’t come in, yeah right! I tried to close the door; he forced his way in and grabbed me by the hair forcing me down on the floor. This man is like a movie fantasy. He made me ride him as he held  my neck and put his fingers in my mouth. Every thing he said was like a script in a heated hot movie scene. “Yeah bitch, you like it!” Yeah ride that dick!” Damn! Where does he get the energy to keep going for hours? Wow! What can I  say except angry sex is the shit! I’ve been missing out! I called to tell the girls the next morning once he left. Their response was “I told you so!” I guess jealousy in a man is sexy.

For The Lovers Who Still Believe

You are not afraid

of expressing your feelings

When you fall,

you descend deep

intensely

And you prefer

to make love

genuinely

With every touch

your heart is in it

You unselfishly

give your emotions

You want to be held and caressed

by somebody who has dedicated their soul

 

That  someone

who you can trust and let go

of that defense you’ve built

In their eyes

you see your future

your home

your babies

your salvation

Someone to be by your side

and will hold your hand through

time and space

You don’t listen to or change with the world

You haven’t lost the battle to  cynicism

You know that some where out there

they live and breathe

You’re a dreamer

a visionary of love

a hopeless  romantic

And you desire

love making to be

apart of something greater

than the now

It’s more of a contribution

to forever

You’re waiting patiently

for that perfect heart

And not just anybody

can give you what you want

It takes a dedicated soul

for that kind of matrimony

You are proud of being traditional

and sentimental

You want to be loved with a love

more than love

To wake up and fall asleep in their arms

you want each day to begin and end

maturing that devotion

And you prefer

to make love only

to someone who’s willing to

give themselves completely

I understand your needs

I feel for you

How lonely it must

be

To want something greater

then temporary bliss

a momentary need

You’re longing for the companion

that the universe created just for you

Never give up

Don’t lose faith

I know you prefer only

to make love to

the one who’ll be eternally true

and will confess it to the world

I haven’t forgotten what it feels like

to want something so badly

To feel empty and alone

night after night

A time will come

when everything will work out right

To the ones who are crusaders of

real love

Longing for their soul mates touch

They hurt and grieve

Those who aren’t interested in transitory

or an effortless rendezvous

Those who still believe

I wrote this one for you…..

You Can’t Have It (Who says You”ll Get It Again)(Dedicated to Leslie)

You’ve been a bad boy

Naughty

Nasty

Undeserving

I’m going to sit on the edge of this chair

While you stare

From across the room

Don’t you come close to me

Don’t you dare

Touch me

You need to be disciplined

Punished

Watch me

as I slightly lift my dress

In the dim light

I open my legs

Lick your lips in lust

As my thighs open and close

Play it off

Be discreet

As the crowd

Sways to the music

You want to taste it

Don’t you

Get it wet and slippery

….Oooh

it purrrrs

Too bad you can’t kiss it

You want to enter me

I won’t allow you to

Feel it

Wrapping tightly around

swallowing you down

Hell no

You can’t have it

I want you to suffer

It’s torture to listen

as it whispers

calling your name

Around me

you just can’t help yourself

And I find satisfaction in your torment

Look at it

Teasing you

The soft pink and brown lips

Puckering

Ready to be sipped

The way only you can

I’m going to make you beg for it

On your knees

Cry for redemption

Ask for my forgiveness

Come on where’s your courage?

Chase it

Hunt it

in persistence

Until you attempt to take it

Steal it

sexually ambush me

Don’t take no for an answer

Try again until you succeed

Convince me to let you in

persuade me that it’s yours

and your claim is valid

Find the sweetest words

To lure me some where

We can be alone

Master a plan of seduction

tempt me

Like sugar

Melt my resistance

Tell me you appreciate it

How I’m always in your thoughts

and secretly

you worship me

Confess how badly you need it

And no other woman

can handle that dick like I can

Pull me close

never letting go

And just possibly

I’ll let you

Even after the stupid shit you say and do

Maybe I’ll consider the possibilities

Even though you have a fucked up attitude

Plead your case that you are better than any other man

I’m waiting for you to get it right

And perhaps I will let you make love to me

Tonight

The Beautiful Obsession

He is hot blooded

If anyone looks or glances in my direction

creates a rage inside him

Loosing my affection

is his fear

and that causes a monster to appear

His touch

keeps me addicted and trapped

His anger I feel it

every time he is on top of me

He is merciless

I’m addicted to the pain

that he inflicts

I love his control and power

over me

I’m the object of his desire

each and every hour

From wall to wall

it fits so perfectly

my body

sucking and constricting

He has to be inside of me

I rule his dreams

The thought of another man fucking me

fills him with such a fury

His strokes are forceful and brutal

His hands around my throat

tightening

until I can’t breath

But when I climax

the agony feels so good

I can’t help but scream

That’s why I can’t leave

Or run away

I’m in something deeper than love

I’m his prisoner who doesn’t consider any kind of escape?

I secretly beg him to never change his ways

With every bruise and scar

I fiend and crave for more

Sometimes I provoke him

when I need an example of his devotion

I own his heart

I incite his emotions

and his tears he gives to me

There is nowhere else I rather be

Than laying here under him

His violence and cruelty

He expresses sexually

is pleasure for me

And I know he will never really hurt me

I don’t see the jealous barbarian others see

They try so hard to save me

but I recognize the  beauty in his insecurity

and how much he loves and cares for me

He is the desert and I’m the sea

His thirst

can only be quenched with the taste of me

He is the divinity of my life

I’m not trying to give a fight

He is domineering

and I’m his possession

I’m infatuated by his aggression

with no chance of rescue  or recovery

I’m lost in a beautiful obsession

Ménage a trois Love (Me, He, and She)

This has been discussed in previous blogs, but I have to give my point of view regarding the ménage a trois I’ve agreed to. I openly love both men and women, and the relationship between my girl E and I is outrageous. We’ve had the wildest, hot, and kinky love affair since we met a year ago.  Together we’ve enjoyed some of the sexiest men, so it’s not unusual that we’re both open to sharing an amazing man.

A month or two ago, she introduced me to one of her finest. He recently moved back to New York and she guaranteed he could satisfy any of my sexual desires. I listen to her stories about the sex they use to have when he lived in Florida. About the night when he first invited her over and commanded her  to take off her dress. When she told me how he pinned her arms above her head while fucking her, I got so wet. Or, the time they fucked outside a Boca Raton restaurant; I couldn’t wait to give him call

We met on the rooftop of the Peninsula Hotel in Manhattan. He was gorgeous! Emmanuelle has a thing for the blonde all American types. It was attraction at first sight. We had a lot in common. We’re both from traditional Italian families and we both love New York. My girl was on target, he was laid back and sexy. He was confident and drama free. By the time we had our third round of drinks, he had his hands between my legs. I like a man that knows what he wants and is not afraid to go after it.

Two hours later, we were back at my loft naked. He is very aggressive and wants all the control. Typical Emmanuelle, she loves masculine domination. Everything this man does during sex is like out of a movie. He turned me around and pushed me up against the apartment window; then, he fucked me from behind while the city watched. We made love all over my apartment for hours. I’ve been hooked since then.

The relationship between us three only gets better. We all met up in Atlanta for the weekend. The sex was incredible! He could handle two women with no problem. She rode his mouth while I rode his waist and then we switched over and over. I love to hear her scream when she cums.  Those 2days were like heaven.

We have decided to keep seeing each other. There is no reason to ruin a good friendship. It works for us and there is no jealousy or drama between her and me.  He and I spend a lot of time together and I think we’ve fucked everywhere in Manhattan . Our friends understand and accept our arrangement. Another amazing experience in my life!

Tasting Me in a New York Taxi

I was away hanging with the girls for the weekend, which was amazing!  We always manage to have a good time and get into trouble. When I stepped off the plane after flying back to New York, there he was waiting for me. It was a nice unexpected surprise. I had no idea he knew when I was returning from my trip. But, I know exactly who told him.

We got into the taxi and headed to my place for what I’m assuming to be our usual all night rendezvous. But, we didn’t make it back to the loft before he was down on his knees in the taxi and my panties were in his back pocket! My legs are too long to be in the air in a taxi, however his tongue felt so good! Like he was licking the words welcome home. New York taxi drivers are so immune to the bad behavior of New Yorkers. I believe this driver enjoyed every minute we were in the back of  his car; but he did expect an extra tip.

We decided to stop by The Cock in the east village to have drinks with friends of mine. This club is known for its anything goes backroom and that’s where we ended up. We had to finish what was started in the taxi.  We were not alone; there were a few other couples who shared our idea! I was wet and ready to go. We finished our session in a backwards cow girl position. Another night of fabulous sex in this feisty city!

Bad Girls Need Sex 3 Times a Day

The first discussion that I have with a man, who is giving the serious relationship speech, is the need for sex 3x a day! Look, If I’m going to be in a commitment I need to know he can keep up! Now, if I don’t have a man, I don’t want to have sex all the time. Once or twice a month is enough and most of the time that’s with a vibrator. Believe it or not, I don’t like for someone who is not constant in my life to have that much access to me. I don’t want to be worn down and prefer to leave certain things in certain categories! I put consistent sex in the relationship category.

You all know it takes a whole lot of man to handle me and settle me down, so he has to be able to satisfy me in the bedroom. I like long sex sessions and I like it a couple times a day. Not every day but close to it. When I’m really attracted to someone who just the sight of him gets me horny, I might jump him spontaneously anywhere. My lust and emotions for him control me and I become impulsive! When I say anywhere, I mean anywhere! The grocery store bathroom, car, restaurant, movie theater, park, etc; I think you get the point! So I can’t be with a scary conservative chump! He has to be a freak just like me and he has to find that free-spirited life style appeasing. I don’t want someone who will do it because I want him to.A person can only fake it for so long, after awhile his real beliefs will appear. He will become insecure because he knows that being uninhibited is what makes me happy but it makes him uncomfortable. Soon he’ll start thinking he is not wild enough and I’ll cheat with someone else.  I need to know the truth up front, No need for delusion!

If I love someone I’m very sexual and open to new things. The more into him I am, the freakier I become. That’s always been me. However I’ve made bad decisions as far as mates are concerned. I was never satisfied with them. I maybe had one boyfriend in my life who could hang! That’s just horrible! I have to be with a sexual open-minded man period!

By You

I wanna be kissed by you
Touched by you
Wanted by you
Seduced by you
Fucked by you
Sexually obsessed because of you
Contained, consumed and
emotionally possessed by you
Until I’m lost infinitely in your world
Please exemplify  your power over me
Proving by action you’re stronger
I will bow down surrendering.
A queen imprisoned by you
A uncontrollable wildness tamed by you
Your stroke will be my drug
and your dick will be my god
I will inhale all of you
A dedicated  addict
Most appreciative servant.
I constantly and consistently need to be licked by you
My pussy eaten by you causes an unforgettable high.
Each time your tongue caresses my clit,
I experience convulsions until I black out
Sweetly unconscious in a dream
Because of you, I’ve sold everything,stolen, and lied
just to encounter that orgasm over and over
I just have to be fucked by you.
Every part of my body entered by you.
Destroyed by you.
Let the recollection of my life be
that I passionately lived because of you
and faithfully died in your arms.

MAKING LOVE TO THE SAME MAN(Part 1)

I’m not one to be jealous, even if I’m madly in love. If a man truly loves me, than he would respect me enough to not do anything to hurt me. Especially flirt with or take the company of another woman. Why is it that women always think that a man should not follow the same rules as us? We will allow him to hurt us and say oh that’s just a man’s way. But, we are quick to call our girlfriends whores and sluts if they do the same thing to a man. I can’t stand it! It’s because of these kind of women, that sometimes I resent men. I can’t deal with the idea of men being put on a higher pedal stool than women. It really bothers me and I take that anger out on men because they allow women to worship them knowing they did nothing to deserve it!

Any ways! One of my fantasies is being in a threesome relationship with a man and another woman. I wonder how it would be. Let me just say that none of the girlfriends I’ve had ever dated or have been in a relationship with a man I was attracted to. It’s always been the opposite. I secretly can’t stand the losers they are with! But lately the opportunity has presented itself. My best girlfriend who I absolutely love and adore is sleeping with one of my best guy friends. And both of us are willing and ready to share him. I love them both equally and they love me so why not?  We all have had sex together so we should continue. He is a really good guy who takes good care of me and my girlfriend. We travel and party together. He takes us to the best places and buys us whatever we want. It’s not a bad deal.

I know most women especially these hot blooded idiots in south Florida could not handle a relationship like this. Most of them are self centered and deranged! They are crazy and neurotic as hell! I’ve gotten to the point I don’t want to hang or be around any of them at all. They need all this attention and reassurance because they are the most insecure bitches on the face of this earth! But, my girlfriend and I are nothing like that. We want to enjoy the remainder of our 30’s by taking advantage of the crazy opportunities that are presented to us. Hell, we’re not going to be young forever and soon we will want families of our own.

On the other hand, even if I was married and in love, I still might desire a little threesome action. I’m not going to hide my sexuality because I’m committed. The man I’m with will accept and embrace his wife’s freaky ways. That has to be discussed and agreed upon before walking down the aisle. Most people don’t know this, but I’m easy going when I’m in love. I’m not an invidious psycho girlfriend. I’m open to trying new things and exploring our sexual options. I think it’s fun and exciting. Just as long as the man knows who his heart belongs to, I’m down for a little group entertainment!

A Bad Girl in Chicago 2

 

Now that I’m rested after the wild nights in Chicago, I’m ready to tell the crazy shit that went down in the windy city . We had the most amazing time locked in our hotel room. On Monday night, we decided to take a break and have dinner at the hotel restaurant.  My lover invited a friend of his and his wife to Chicago for the weekend.  This is going to shock my friends because I haven’t told them what happened. I’m expecting a few angry phone calls after I post this blog .

After rounds and rounds of cocktails, the couple followed us  to our  hotel room. Next thing I knew, It was two girls topless dancing in the bed. The two girls included me. We striped down completely by the time the champagne arrived.  Of course my lover (because you know I don’t give names) instigated the girl on girl kissing that occurred. She was sexy, I was drunk as hell and it was a holiday. Why not?

Wow! I should have known the night was going to end with all four of us naked.  Now this might sound like complete bullshit and I understand if you think it is. But, you would be surprised what happens when people think no one will find out. This is nothing out of the ordinary for me. It’s just a typical night in New York hanging with friends. Orgies are always on the menu. And this orgy was a good as it gets. My friend is really good at eating pussy. I enjoyed watching him devour this young girl while I rode her husband. We switched back and forth all night. I was amazed how freely they enjoyed other people outside Their marriage. She seemed to be turned on by her husband fucking me and  it was a pleasure watching her blow my lover.I believe they do this all the time. It’s really not a surprise to me. Sex is always exciting when you add an extra two! I promised the couple that I would not mention their names in this blog. I would love to see them again.  I have a feeling they will be making an  appearance at my loft at some point.

 

A Bad Girl in Chicago

Lately, I’ve had one man on my mind and in my bed. I had a business meet and greet in Chicago but missed my first flight on Saturday morning. Let’s just say I was “roped up!” It only made sense we continue our love affair and he come with me to Chi-town for the holiday. I made my meeting, but decided to halt any  other business for the remainder of the weekend. Our plans are to stay in, relax, and forget New York and work  for awhile.

My girlfriends call him addictive. Yes I’m an addict!  I can’t keep track of how many times we’ve made love in the last 4 days. He is amazing in the sack! He consistently has energy to handle any freaky request that I might have. H e is a breath of fresh air for me. I  haven’t had this kind of relationship since college. I think it’s well over due!

Right now, I’m laying in bed in my hotel room with icing on my thighs and chocolate on my breast.  I think we ended at round 4. He is running a bubble bath and I fear preparing for round 5.  Wow! Listen to me!  I’ve had my freaky nights. I’m a bad girl who can handle her own, but this is unbelievable! I think he is trying to fuck me into a coma! I know a certain girlfriend would laugh if she heard me say that. She did warn me he was a force to be reckoned with. I guess sometimes you have to surrender and bow down to something greater than you. Have a safe Labor day!