Right now it’s 1:30 am and I’m wide awake because I have no one to put me to sleep! I am dying for a discrete love affair. I’m very open about sex; however, my love life has been an open discussion and quite stressful. I need a private uncomplicated romance right now more than ever just to relax and rejuvenate me. I want a secret passionate encounter. Something like, we meet in a beautiful high rise hotel from time to time and we leave our inhibitions at the door. And, there isn’t a lot of boring chit chat or ridiculous interrogations; Just constant moaning. A woman needs affection and peace.  The touch and caress of a man is motivation for me, it gives me something to look forward to after a long work week. I need to feel his naked body on top of mine and his hands and mouth all over me. A 69 position is mandatory! The taste of the right man is intoxicating and required! I have to ride a man every now and then to get some of my aggression out. It’s a necessity for me to experience mind blowing orgasms. Just a 100%drama and stress free man who fucks the shit out of me!

I want it to be just between him and me. I like secret dirty text messages during the day; it makes me smile. I want spontaneous lunchtime meetings for a quick sexual connection. There has to be mystery between us. I don’t need to know everything going on in his life or I don’t desire to meet his friends. The friendship will be better if kept easy and simple but filled with passion.

 He’ll text me with the time and place; and he’ll request things like the outfit he wants me to wear or the game we are playing. Like he’ll meet me in a dark Miami club and he’ll insist I wear a short dress with no underwear. His instructions will be for me to go out on the crowded dance floor and wait for him. He will sneak up from behind in the darkness; grab me around the waist while his two fingers enter me from behind. And as we sway to the loud music, I climax hard and unnoticed! Or, we’ll meet in a restaurant during  lunch. I’ll sit at the counter, giving no eye contact like I don’t know him. I’ll get up and go to the bathroom and he’ll follow me in. He’ll get down on his knees in the bathroom stall, take off my panties, bend me over the sink, and fuck me. Maybe, a matinee movie where we’ll take oral sex turns and then I’ll ride him backwards. The possibilities are endless.

During the day, I’ll be sitting at my desk daydreaming of what’s to come. The things he does to me will cause flashbacks at the most inappropriate times like during business meetings. When I have my weekly dinner with Jonathan or my late night conversation with Janet, I’ll anxiously spill all the nasty details. I know they won’t tell. They appreciate a freaky saga!

On those nights we don’t meet, he might call while I lie in the middle of my bed, telling me to pretend my hands are his. His voice whispers in my ear dirty thoughts as I pleasure myself; giving me a reason to relax and fall asleep. Each day I’ll spend anticipating the next invitation.

My Secret Lover

I want to feel again

I want to crave and imagine every time I whisper your name

I want each hour of my life to be dedicated to thoughts of you

I see it so vividly…

As the dawn breaks,you awaken to us making love

the straddle and glide of my body taking all of  you

Or,

The softness of my lips kissing your thighs as you open  your eyes

and no one knows

During the day when we’re apart

I anticipate your call

I find my hiding place

My hands are yours

without touching

we make love

and no one knows

As the sun rests behind the horizon,

I receive your message and direction.

I am rushing just to give myself to you

I turn the key and you’re there waiting

Soon I’m laying under you

My legs open to your command

The breeze of the ocean fills the room

The candles flicker

Intensely

We make love

I close my eyes to peace

Finally

That is us….

Perfectly,

No one knows

Them Country Boys

Lately,

I’ve been dreaming about

them days  he use to come by

in his old ford pick up with them huge tires

I just sat there on the porch eatin peaches

barefoot

in cutoff shorts

smilin

cause I knew he was gonna ask me to take a drive

and of course I say yes

He would turn the radio to one of them old country stations

and pull me close to’em.

One hand on the wheel

and one in my shorts

I just close my eyes

and let’em do what he wanted

kinda liked it.

Then he would take his wet hand outta my shorts fast like

and then unzip his pants

He was hard as ah rock

He would then grab me by the hair and force my face down into his lap

I enjoyed my mouth bein fulla him

Soon he would turn off the road like he  always did

stop the truck and

pull me up by the hair

and made me give him the longest kiss.

We’d head down by Acworth lake

and  lay on the blanket in the tall grass drinkin homemade wine.

I would just glare up at the stars

drunk and naked

his head between my legs

his tongue use to get me so wet

My heart beatin so fast

I felt the southern breeze all over my body.

He’d climbed on top of me

and push so far in

I thought I could feel’em in my throat

I just moan and digg my nails into his back.I begged him not to stop

I  would wrap my shaking legs round his waist  and he kissed me so passionate like.

I would orgasm and climax so hard.

It was the best thing closed to heaven I’d imagine.

We’d lay on that blanket for hours

maken love

He was so simple and country

like the south

I was so happy and peaceful

then when I was with’em

Those were some of the best days of my life