After a long day of work, I needed a hot shower and my bed. My horniness persuaded me to call green-eyes  like usual. However, he was downtown and unavailable. I decided to use the new toys given to us for review. I closed my eyes, opened my legs, and drifted into an erotic fantasy. I’m anxious for tropical weather and hot beach sex. I used the exotic scene of the private bungalow in the keys to get me off. The more the vibrator stroked my spots, I thought about my girls lying on the beach, touching, while watching me and green-eyes making love in the water. He strokes me deep and hard while I stare at the shore. There, Emmanuelle lays on top of Sandra as they kiss. Their bodies grind together and I can hear them moan. When we vacation together, things turn extremely sensual; since we all share the same passion for sexual fulfillment and relaxation.

The new toys are pretty good. Thinking of sex in paradise while using my new 5 speed lover caused me to  climax quickly. I can’t wait to jump on a plane with my girls. It’s going to be quite an adventure. Be sure to check out our review of the new toys, on our new erotic site “The Kinky Peach” coming soon…

I walk in the room

and every room has a catwalk

The voices whisper

I hear the kitties

Talk

And you listen

watching

 with curiosity

Wondering

if that body

Is really all me

You know those titties are fake

Or maybe it’s just a bra

You know the ass is too

I think I know her doctor

And you listen

watching

with curiosity

Wondering

if that body

is really all me

The chatter

deep,

soft,

high and low

You know she probably is

(With that dark skin and long weave)

a stripper or a

Ho

And you listen

watching

with curiosity

Do I have any education

occupation

or is some man paying for me?

Here you go with the approach and

persuasion

to get me home

cause you will search for the truth

once we are alone

And I laugh silently

because I know you were

watching

quietly

with curiosity

I kinda like it

Looking to be entertained

so I play dumb

ignorant to your game

I’ve had a couple drinks

and we hang with the same gang

You think you’re a real panty droppa

so I act naïve and blame it all on the Redbull and vodka

See young one

I been there before

You think you know it all

because your 24

Maybe a little bit older by a couple of years

What are we waiting for

Let’s get out of here

 We get back to your place

and it tickles me so

That sneaky “I’m a big boy” look on your face

as soon as we walk through the door

I let you attack me

and feel in control

but you have no idea who you’re

playing with once my clothes hit the floor

I let you explore

to see if all the stories were true

That those silly little kids have been telling you

And Omg!

Can you believe

To your surprise

You find out the dumb young girls didn’t  know shit

It was all a pack of lies

That ass was real

And them plump tities too

The shit was mad tight

My smile is big and bright

cause you just didn’t have a clue

Still playing along

I allow you to continue

Now its time for the interrogation

And that’s when you learned that I paid for my own education

My own car

My own home

I can afford it

because of my occupation

Its ok

Keep asking

It’s cool

The lesson

For

Today

assuming

makes you a fool

Its time to grow up and be an adult

Because of your insecurity

and behind my back you talked about me

I don’t want you

As a result

I’m a woman

All day long

365

I don’t get involved in

Recess

I grew up along time

ago and put all the shit aside

That’s the kind of man I’ll be with

A king who sits

High

Wise

alone on his throne

Not some immature lil boy

that I met in a night club

who takes the advice

Of adolescence scrubs

Mornings arrived

Its time for me to go

R.I.P. curiosity

Cause now you know

what’s true

Now be a good boy

run and tell the crew!

I was taught by the women I was surrounded by growing up, that a woman has her own household where she is queen. She keeps her love affairs private and doesn’t get others involved. She breaks off from her family, when she gets into a relationship. And that’s what I’ve always tried to do. I’ve wanted it to be just my man and I.  We have our home and life. We spend a lot of time alone together, to build a solid foundation of trust and security. Yes, family and friends are important. But, in the beginning of a relationship, they need to back off for a while, to give the relationship a chance to mature.

My mother taught me how to be independent and have my own. She gave me the tools I needed to go off in the world and build my own empire. She never wanted her only child to stay under her and miss out on personal growth. So that’s what I did. I went out into the world and built my own empire. I had enough jobs to support myself and take care of my household. I kept my family and friends at a distance and out of my business. I never kept a lot of girlfriends around to betray me and take what I worked for.  Things were pretty good for me, I was a young woman with her own.  I wanted to be the type of woman that a man would be with because I never let my mother and father, run my life. I never let girlfriends persuade me about my relationships.

However, I wasn’t prepared for the men that being alone attracted. You see, there is a dark side that independent woman need to know about. It’s those men who see a woman alone and distant from her family as weak and vulnerable. These men see her as an easy target for abuse and mistreatment. If her family is not around, that means she hasn’t been taught anything, she is insecure, and she can be easily dominated. No one cares about her. A man can come in and do whatever he wants.  He can be cruel and no one will believe her because he rescued her from the loneliness of her life. But who the FUCK said I was lonely? They thought that I must have low self- esteem because I’m a loner. They assumed that I would become co-dependent and always need them. Ladies, don’t ever fall victim to co-dependency. It’s like the worst illness a woman can suffer from. Your life continues to go down hill because of your fear of being alone.

This happened to me repeatedly. Some piece of shit, who assumed that I had a bad relationship with my family and I couldn’t keep friends. He thought, I can do whatever whenever to her. She isn’t going to do anything because I’m the only person she has. But no, I’ve always maintained a relationship with my family. And well, girlfriends, I tell them what I want them to know.  I wanted a relationship where the man and I, built an unbreakable bound together first before we invited people into our relationship. But, what I got involved with were insecure men who were looking for someone that had no other choice but to put up with their bullshit constantly. You know those kind of men that say shit like “Where are you going to go? Nobody wants you.” But my reply was, “My mother always told me, that the most important love I will ever know, is the love for myself. I want myself and that’s enough for me.” Or, they would use the line, “If you don’t do it, another woman will. And you’ll be alone.” My response, “I  was taught to love myself so much, that I can be by myself. So that other bitch can have your sorry ass!”

Us independent girls that leave home and don’t have our fathers around all the time, have to be more selective. Because I’ve dated a lot of possessive, controlling, schemers that weren’t looking for a companion; they were looking for someone who they can own and dominate by any means necessary. And in the absence of my parents, they thought I was definite yes. But, they fail to realize I was raised to think for myself, fight to the finish, be my own woman, and never let anyone run over me. Especially, no low life man! Independence is where it’s at!