I like It Rough

I’m involved with a jealous, aggressive man. This is a new experience for me. My girl, advised me, if I wanted to have the best sex of my life then I should aggravate his angry side. It seems to be the theme of the blogs this week. So I conference called some of my other girlfriends to hear their opinions on provoking a man’s jealousy. These three are all in serious relationships, and they all agreed their men fuck better when they think another man is invading their territory. They encouraged me to try it and see what happens. Women!  I usually don’t play these types of games. I don’t like anger and hostility. But, I was kind of curious.

His sex is fantastic when he is in a good mood, so I could only imagine his feisty side.  I was guaranteed his angry sex is like walking on the moon. So I called the expert to devise the perfect plan to extract the beast within. We talked for two hours about the scenario. I was confident that I could carry out the plan exactly. She can piss a man of like no other. I’ve seen it, so I knew it would work.

I  invited him to go dancing with me and a couple of friends. What he didn’t know is my ex boyfriend who I still fuck from time to time D.J.s at the club we were going to. My ex  likes to approach me when I’m with a date so it was a perfect plot.  I never wear panties when I go out. I don’t see the point when they’re coming off anyways. But I was instructed that I had to wear a cheap pair of black underwear accompanied by a bra. Seems like a lot for me, but it was  for him to have more to tear off during his rage. Once the security alerted me that he was on his way up, I took a deep breath and eased into character. My Iphone buzzing like crazy with text messages “You can do this girl, Game on!”

As soon as we entered into the club, I pushed through the crowd reaching the D.J. both. My ex cued right on time. He came down to greet me with an inappropriate hug which I continued with a kiss on the cheek. Being that my lover is Italian, it doesn’t take much for him to get heated. But, he was trying to play it cool.  So I decided to raise the stakes, I bought him a bottle of  patron  and then  I started to ignore him while talking and dancing with my ex and his friends. Yeah, that’s was the straw that broke the camel’s back. He started shoving through the crowd quickly. Next thing I knew, he grabbed my arm and forced me out of the club yelling “It’s time to go! What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” I acted surprised like I didn’t have a clue of what was going on.

We argued the entire time in the cab. Drunk and dazed, he chased me through the lobby and into the elevator. The plan was in effect. The elevator ride couldn’t get any better. He ripped my panties as expected. I wondered if the security camera was recording while he was licking my pussy. Of course I had to play like I didn’t want it. I put up a fight, I screamed no as much as possible until we reached my floor. I told him he couldn’t come in, yeah right! I tried to close the door; he forced his way in and grabbed me by the hair forcing me down on the floor. This man is like a movie fantasy. He made me ride him as he held  my neck and put his fingers in my mouth. Every thing he said was like a script in a heated hot movie scene. “Yeah bitch, you like it!” Yeah ride that dick!” Damn! Where does he get the energy to keep going for hours? Wow! What can I  say except angry sex is the shit! I’ve been missing out! I called to tell the girls the next morning once he left. Their response was “I told you so!” I guess jealousy in a man is sexy.

For The Lovers Who Still Believe

You are not afraid

of expressing your feelings

When you fall,

you descend deep

intensely

And you prefer

to make love

genuinely

With every touch

your heart is in it

You unselfishly

give your emotions

You want to be held and caressed

by somebody who has dedicated their soul

 

That  someone

who you can trust and let go

of that defense you’ve built

In their eyes

you see your future

your home

your babies

your salvation

Someone to be by your side

and will hold your hand through

time and space

You don’t listen to or change with the world

You haven’t lost the battle to  cynicism

You know that some where out there

they live and breathe

You’re a dreamer

a visionary of love

a hopeless  romantic

And you desire

love making to be

apart of something greater

than the now

It’s more of a contribution

to forever

You’re waiting patiently

for that perfect heart

And not just anybody

can give you what you want

It takes a dedicated soul

for that kind of matrimony

You are proud of being traditional

and sentimental

You want to be loved with a love

more than love

To wake up and fall asleep in their arms

you want each day to begin and end

maturing that devotion

And you prefer

to make love only

to someone who’s willing to

give themselves completely

I understand your needs

I feel for you

How lonely it must

be

To want something greater

then temporary bliss

a momentary need

You’re longing for the companion

that the universe created just for you

Never give up

Don’t lose faith

I know you prefer only

to make love to

the one who’ll be eternally true

and will confess it to the world

I haven’t forgotten what it feels like

to want something so badly

To feel empty and alone

night after night

A time will come

when everything will work out right

To the ones who are crusaders of

real love

Longing for their soul mates touch

They hurt and grieve

Those who aren’t interested in transitory

or an effortless rendezvous

Those who still believe

I wrote this one for you…..

You Can’t Have It (Who says You”ll Get It Again)(Dedicated to Leslie)

You’ve been a bad boy

Naughty

Nasty

Undeserving

I’m going to sit on the edge of this chair

While you stare

From across the room

Don’t you come close to me

Don’t you dare

Touch me

You need to be disciplined

Punished

Watch me

as I slightly lift my dress

In the dim light

I open my legs

Lick your lips in lust

As my thighs open and close

Play it off

Be discreet

As the crowd

Sways to the music

You want to taste it

Don’t you

Get it wet and slippery

….Oooh

it purrrrs

Too bad you can’t kiss it

You want to enter me

I won’t allow you to

Feel it

Wrapping tightly around

swallowing you down

Hell no

You can’t have it

I want you to suffer

It’s torture to listen

as it whispers

calling your name

Around me

you just can’t help yourself

And I find satisfaction in your torment

Look at it

Teasing you

The soft pink and brown lips

Puckering

Ready to be sipped

The way only you can

I’m going to make you beg for it

On your knees

Cry for redemption

Ask for my forgiveness

Come on where’s your courage?

Chase it

Hunt it

in persistence

Until you attempt to take it

Steal it

sexually ambush me

Don’t take no for an answer

Try again until you succeed

Convince me to let you in

persuade me that it’s yours

and your claim is valid

Find the sweetest words

To lure me some where

We can be alone

Master a plan of seduction

tempt me

Like sugar

Melt my resistance

Tell me you appreciate it

How I’m always in your thoughts

and secretly

you worship me

Confess how badly you need it

And no other woman

can handle that dick like I can

Pull me close

never letting go

And just possibly

I’ll let you

Even after the stupid shit you say and do

Maybe I’ll consider the possibilities

Even though you have a fucked up attitude

Plead your case that you are better than any other man

I’m waiting for you to get it right

And perhaps I will let you make love to me

Tonight